You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.
Now dah pukul 12.17 pagi.
And like aku still keep on tunggu phone aku berbunyik
Lynn dah promise nak call.
Lynn cakap nak dengar problems Yaa.
Lynn kata Lynn nak cerita problem dia jugak kat Yaa.
But still takde, tadi Lynn call kejap tapi Hakim call aku dulu.
Tanya Yaa okay ke tak.
And dia macam gilalah bajet nak dedicate lagu thru guitar
Tapi..hampeh. Lagu apa dia main pun aku taktahu la :D
Rupanya dia nak dedicatekan lagu korea yang sesangatlah sadis dan hiba ni TT
Mood aku macam cepat gila berubah bila dgr lagu weh.
Bila dengar lagu sedih mulalah fikir problems-bendabenda sedih
Bila dengar PITBULL dah mengelinjang macam perempuan keji-BITCH! LOS.
Bila dengar lagu Nasyid, dah macam masyarakat beriman.
Bila dengar lagu NorAniza Idris, teringat time dance dulu. Sigh
Ni namanya jiwa kacau, apa pun tak boleh. Ni makan dia, haa
Rasa macam tak happylah. Entahlah kenapa. Rasa macam kena hanging.
Sedih siaaaaaaaaaaaaal -.-
Like, nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy.
Bila sedih ni lah baru terhegeh-hegeh teringatkan arwah atuk, Bhahaha. minta dia jemput bagai konon. Haram tak datang. Bila masuk mimpi ajak pergi clubbing. Jadah punya mimpilah.
I wish I can die very soon. Haha, macamlah banyak sangat pahala. Jealous dengan orang yang sakit sakit ni. Dorang tahu dorang tak boleh hidup lama so dorang akan cherish all the moments to the fullest punya. Bukanlah aku tak appreciate it just hmm, entahlaaa.Maybe bila kita dah takde kat dunia, orang baru nak appreciate kita. baru nak ingat memorise. Semua tu FAKE! I'm trying my best to keluarkan airmata weh tapi takboleh. Mood sedih je memanjang ): But entahla bila baca je blog Ama, hiba dia takdelah tahap. Barulah nak menangis, haha. Yuya LAME :D Menangis dengan gastrik tak makan from pagi kira semalam punya pagi. Puasa 2days terus, hebat hell lah kan. Tiba-tiba rindu qaa, rindu eddy for sure lebih, rindu deq, rindu dekat hann. rindu panjat rooftop memalam stare langit tengok bintang. FRIENDS ARE SO FOREVER. Hope they're doing well there. Hm, enough talk kot. Night world, night sweetie, night mom&dad. night Yaa. Sleep well yah. Iloveyou seriously I do (:
p/s, Lynn say sorry cause takdapat nak call cause ada something happen dekat U dia.
Hope she'll be fine.
Takpelah Lynn, there's always be next time.
Takecare best friend
ILY