Saturday, September 17

Being as Yuya Amanda is vastly overrated.
I make mistakes,
I'm stubborn and I couldn't give two shits what my parent thinks,
I hate my life, I cause shit,
I fight, I love,  I cry
I give up on believing in a higher power,
I'm fucked up and that the truth,
I come from dysfunctional family because no family is perfect; I say thing that I don't mean,
I yell, I scream, I got a broken hearts. I get drunk of shisha.
Life don't mean anything anymore,
I live on quotes and music that describes my live and most importantly I AM TIRED -.-
i am tired of waking each morning and having same routine #sigh
I am tired of waiting for the text message that's not going to come 
And I get tired pretending I'm fine!
I thought you're understand me already for knowing me more than one year baby.
But I'm wrong, 
You're more to your motha fucking shit life
Your NEW friends are more important than me, for now.
Ah-ha, go on with that baby.
Thanks a lot for your stupid cares and for 'being' there for me when I really need you.
Okay okay, 
We will see who will be regret one day.

Enjoy your life, takecare there. I love you. Forever will be. 
I promise, I swear
Kbye.